Thursday, June 27, 2013

life

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The days are going by so fast I can hardly believe it.
Time has never moved faster in my life.
How are we half way done with 2013.
It's just scary?
Lately I have had tons on my mind.
It can be quite overwhelming.
I'm still learning to give it all to God.
Not to worry about things that are out of my hands.
Reminding myself that the creator of the universe loves me and is in control.
Such peace it brings my heart.
It's amazing how he can calm my weary soul like nothing else in this world.
Praying and meditating on his word has such great power.

Well in other news

It is getting pretty hot in Southern California.
Lately i've been enjoying lots of iced coffee and tea.
Summer is such a wonderful season.
Long days and warm nights!!
Bliss.

I haven't done much creating this past month. Hence the lack of blog posts but I do plan on sewing soon so hopefully the blog will be a bit more lively. I'll try and be back soon with something a bit more exciting!

xox
-es

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

disneyland

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Sunday I spent the day at Disneyland with loved ones. The weather was perfect for our long day outdoors.It was great spending quality time with the littles. I have missed them so much. I can't wait to see them again today.

Lately my camera has not been working which has been a real pain. Sometimes it won't let me shoot on manual meaning I have no real control over the photos I'm taking. Yesterday was one of those days where it did not want to work properly. Hopefully when I send it in to get repaired it won't take to long.

xo
-es

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

warm weather

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Feels like summer around here. The weather is warm and the days are very long. So I, of course, have been taking advantage of this dreamy weather. I went to the beach a couple times and have been enjoying the farmers market with my cousins and siblings. It's been so nice but I have to admit I am completely dreading the extreme high temps that come with a Los Angeles summer. It can be quite uncomfortable with highs in the hundreds. Hope we don't have too many of those days this summer. Until then I'll be enjoying our lovely weather.

xo
-es

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Gabriela

Two of my best friends are graduating from Cal Poly! I am so very proud of them. They have both worked so hard. A couple days I snapped photos of Gaby at the school. She looked beautiful. See for yourself ;)
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I also took photos of Alyse last week. I'll be sharing those soon.
xo
-es

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Prom

A couple weekends ago my cousins went to their schools prom. A bunch of us girls went over before to help one of them get ready for her night of dancing. There was someone to paint her nails, another to do her makeup, and me do her hair. She looked absolutely beautiful. I must say she is naturally lovely and doesn't need much enhancement but you know it can be quite nice to get pampered. DSC_0468DSC_0466
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Both the girls looked stunning. How fun it must have been to go to a school dance together. Prettiest cousins I ever did see. ;)
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xo
-es

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

May 22

A year ago today I embarked on the most exciting adventure of my life.
It was spontaneous and lovely. I had decided to go to Spain and live with a stranger for the summer.
Someone I met online,
someone so very foreign to me.
Goodness I a making it sound crazier then it was.
But yes, I met the person online.
So it is kind of crazy. Right?
I was going to care for this person’s infant daughter in exchange for room, board and a small compensation.
I did skype with her and had communication with her references before I up and left to Spain.
Thinking back it all sounds so strange.
It was so very last minute.
I had bought my ticket only a few days before I left. Which was probably a good thing since it didn’t give me much time to worry about my decision. I really think God gave me a great sense of peace and comfort about the whole thing.
In fact I know he did.
I mean I absolutely love traveling but wouldn’t normally spend a ton of money on a ticket and fly to Spain on a whim.
It was a God thing. He arranged it all. Everything about the trip seemed to fall in place perfectly.

I remember being a tad fearful the day I left. I said goodbye to my family in the early morning.
They prayed for me.
I softly cried.
Nerves overtook me as I thought about how much I’d miss them.

My dad drove me to the LAX and excitement filled me.
I was leaving.
I’d having something to do this summer.
I was going to Europe!

When we got to LAX I said a quick heartfelt goodbye and headed to customs.
I don’t think I’ll ever forget staring at my dad as I went up the escalator
The higher I went the smaller he got and I wondered who'd be at the airport for me when I got to Spain.

3 flights
4 airports
one day
Los Angeles - New York- Madrid- Valencia

Sitting at LAX I remember being overcome with anxiety.
What was I doing?
Who was this lady I’d be living with?
I don’t even speak Spanish?
What if something bad happens?

The worrying made the airport wait seem incredibly long.

But as soon as I got on the plane all my anxiety disappeared and I was overcome with excitement.

It wasn’t until I landed in Valencia that I became really nervous.
I got off the plane, gathered my belongings, and walked out of the airport.

“Okay,” I thought, “I’m here in Spain with out a cell phone and the Spanish vocabulary of a 2 year old, Oh gosh”

I waited and waited to be picked up.

My brain was so scattered. I didn’t know what to do. Where was this lady?

I thought to myself

What do I do if she doesn’t pick me up. Do I just call my parents and say “guess what? She never came…”

Do I get a hotel here.

How do you even say hotel in Spanish.

Oh gosh.

This is bad.

It felt like I waited forever and it was probably more like half an hour. But OH MY it seemed like so much longer.

My thought process was pretty dramatic then but it was most likely due to the lack of sleep and jet lag after 27 hours of traveling alone.

See when your alone you don’t have someone to say. “ Don’t worry I’m sure she’s coming”

It’s just you and your crazy mind.

Back to the story.

The woman came.
But she came alone.
Where was the baby?
She told me she would come to the airport with her baby….
I ignored these thoughts and was just delighted to be picked up!

That day I started nannying.
I quickly came to love the child.
She was a sweetheart with big brown eyes and a perfectly round face.

Well there is SO much more to this story.
Hopefully I will tell more of my tale later.
It is one of the most beautiful adventures of my life yet.
A gift from God and I thank him for it often.DSC_0085
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Saturday, May 18, 2013

for a darling baby

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I sewed this little romper up last weekend. Joanns was selling simplicity patterns for a buck so I, of course, had to buy some. During the sales I really try to stock up since they are normally between $10-$14. Crazy, right? For the romper I used simplicity pattern 1813 along with some super soft voile. Which I think will be perfect for hot summer days. I can't wait to see baby girl in it. She's going to look like an absolute doll. Have you been sewing lately?

xo
-esther