Ahhhhh

School is driving me crazy. It is the reason I have not posted for so long. Almost a month to be exact. I don't know how much of it I can take. My biggest problem is I feel like I have no drive. Nothing to strive for. I often hear my peers talking about how they aspire to be the general manager of a amazing hotel or beautiful restaurant. But me I want nothing more then to be married and a mama. School is just a back up plan. haha. But like I have said before I was born a few decades too late. I shouldn't say that. God put me here in the 21st century for a reason.

Anyways my classes stress me out. I over think them and they overwhelm me. These days I feel like all I do or talk about is school related. Ewww.

But thinking about studying abroad makes me feel better. England or Italy or the top two places I would love to study. But maybe even Australia or New Zealand. Who knows. I just really want to travel. I was thinking about going for a year. But I don't know if I could bare being away from all the people I love for that long.I would miss everyone so much. My family, Mimi,friends,and church.I mean I would be gone for Christmas, Thanksgiving, Easter all the holidays. So maybe like semester (about 5 months) would be better for me. I could handle that. I know if I don't study abroad I will regret it when I am older. So I am going to try to set up an appointment with the woman who is in charge with the programs and find out what program would work best with my major. I am praying that it will go well.

Well enough about school. See it is always on my mind. haha If I'm not talking about it I am writing about it.

So today I went to see Abbot and Costello Meet Frankenstein with my Mother and dear grandparents at the Covina Playhouse. It was really fun. I love all the Abbot and Costello movies. They are so funny. Reminds me of times when I use to watch them when I was a little girl.


Okay I am going to call it a day and go to bed.
Night
-Esther
xoxox