argh

im tired...
so tired...
school is frustrating me.
I mean really really making me mad.
Not one thing my group made this week turned out.
it was a disaster
a big giant disaster
absolutely embarassing.

You see I am a perfectionist.
and when something doesn't look perfect
I get really upset.
It's something I need to work on.
I don't need to have all this negativity in my life.
It's okay to mess up a few times.
but I really need to monitor how I react to frustrating situations

I learning I prefer working on my own.
I like to be in control of everything

well enough about that.
next week will be a fresh start.

tomorrow is Friday
no school
woohoo
Friday means
sleeping in
sewing
baking
thrifting
and
relaxing.

Can't wait.

night
xo
-esther